Kris Bock

Ordinary Women, Extraordinary Adventures:       suspense and romance in the Southwest

What We (Really) Found: A Crime Scene in Real Life

September 8, 2012

Tags: What We Found, mystery, story behind

When I was studying writing at Emerson College, one of my fellow students had, according to rumor, found a dead body. I never had the nerve to ask him the circumstances, but I wondered how such a thing had affected him.

Then someone my brother knew, a basically nice but high-strung guy, flipped out when his wife was leaving him and killed her with an ax. I mentioned this during one of our college poker nights and said, "It’s astonishing that an ordinary person could break down like that."

The guy who’d found the body said, "Given what some people endure, it’s amazing that more people don’t."

Hmm. An interesting commentary on the human spirit.

While I have yet to meet a murderer, so far as I know, I did find myself involved in a murder case. Two friends and I were exploring the mountains, looking for some suitable gravel to try gold panning (because, why not?). We found a likely spot and were about to take a sample when the guys smelled something horrible. A glance in the right direction showed them a dead body hidden just out of sight of the path.

The next hour passed in a surreal blur. None of us had a phone on us. We got back to our phones and then had to find a place with reception. We called 911, waited for the police, and led them to the body. Later that night we were interviewed by detectives. By the following day, they had identified the body as a woman who had been missing. Seeing her picture on TV and learning about her family made the situation real in a new way. We wanted justice for someone we’d never met. Fortunately, they already had a suspect, but it took nearly a year to resolve the case.

As a writer, I knew I was getting rare first-hand experience into something powerful. I took pages of notes during that first week, even though I didn’t know how or when I might use them. I was fortunate to be with two men who talked openly about their experiences: the nightmares, the guilt over violence against women, the anxiety that came from now wondering what you might see in the bushes.

Three things struck me most strongly. First, we all felt deeply invested in the case, even though we’d never met the woman in life and didn’t know anyone else involved. We followed the news stories, and when the murderer was finally sentenced … well, I wouldn’t say we celebrated; more like we relaxed.

Second, it affected every aspect of our lives for weeks. Even though the likelihood of finding another body, or even witnessing a different crime, was extremely slim, we were on high alert at all times. It was a struggle to put it behind us while still honoring the memory of the victim and holding on to what we had learned.

And finally, we heard from someone in law enforcement that often people don’t report crime scenes like these. How could someone walk away from that? I started thinking about all the reasons someone might want to cover up their discovery, even if they had nothing to do with the crime. And that inspired What We Found.

Several years passed before I felt distant enough from the experience to fictionalize it, but I still had all those notes and memories to draw on. Some elements of What We Found, mainly the emotional ones, are taken directly from that experience. Most character and plot elements are completely fictional.

This isn’t an experience I would wish on anyone, but we’re glad we helped bring a crime to light and a murderer to justice. And it led to what I consider my most powerful and personal novel to date. After all, one benefit to being a writer is that the worst experiences are still valuable as research.

That’s the truth behind What We Found.


  1. September 26, 2012 4:09 AM EDT
    Someone in high school drunkenly confessed on the phone late one night to murdering someone who he said had hooked his brother on heroin, but I always suspected it was fantasy, and not reality.
    - Lev Raphael
  2. September 26, 2012 10:08 AM EDT
    That's creepy, though. Lots of good "what if?" ideas for an author. What if it was true? What if you didn't believe it at the time, but years later found evidence? What would you do? What if the killer decided to cover his tracks?
    - Kris Bock


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